What do you do when your boyfriend who is currently staying 3 hours away from you so they can go to college tells you they might be homeless soon and lose their car and shit like that? Well if your me, you cry your fucking eyes out. You lose it. You start yelling at them like it's their fault and then make them think that you dont love them anymore. Then you regret doing that because now your worried that you've pushed them away. I give up. I'm at a loss of what to do anymore. I love him and I'm trying the hardest I can to keep our relationship working but, I dont feel like he's doing anything on his end to keep it up. Sometimes I feel like everything he says, his whole homeless thing, is just an act to try to push me away. If he doesn't want me anymore then why doesn't he just say so. I love the boy. But whatever. *sigh*

-Raven Joelle